Do i rly look that hopeless to you?
i know you're in NUS and yes you are smart.
you might not have meant it but you said it. You said i dont use my brain.
seriously? You said even if i hsve a tutor i still will get a B because i dont fucking think.
Seriously? so you're saying if i go for tuition i am wasting money and so i'm better off without it?
Ok can, i get what u mean. Seriously i'm just fucking hopeless.

Just when i thought i finally had something to look forward to.
Just when i'm rushing through all my work and notes because i know like this i can go out early and hang out all the way til night without having to worry about my homework.
I thought i was your priority for at leasr tomorrow.
But i guess i was wrong.. So damn fucking wrong.
This sucks.
And it sucks even more when ur tears just roll down your cheeks without u approving of it.

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Sometimes wouldnt you just feel that you're a little bit extra, a little bit left behind, or even left out?

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I missed how things were just two year ago. When I was still a junior and all I had to do was wait around for instructions to be given, and do what the seniors say. Everything felt so in place and great.
Things have changed, now they're not like what we used to be and they're much worst. Openly showing how upset they are, actually expecting us to give a shit about what they want and what they don't. Obviously showing attitude that makes me feel so disrespected and upset, feeling like I'm just nothing but a fucking failure.
There weren't problems like this until i took over, I suppose. Or at least he didnt dare to be so fucking straightfoward and disrespectful.
Have I done something wrong? Is it just me, or just his own fucking attitude problem? Feeling like a freaking failure. They never told me it was this challenging, and I should've known better.

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Fucked up. Ankle hurting like mad from almost falling earlier. Scraped against some goddamnfucking rough side of a step. K im exaggerating but not as if anyone cares lol

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Shall rot and die tmr.....................

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写一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的画
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它

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So tired. So confused. So many thoughts but nothing I can voice.
Everything just came crashing down on me these few days, been rly down on luck and probably the worst week ever...
I just cried, and I don't even know why.

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